let me down

love without a kiss and we live alone
you feel it more as you drift from home
but what's to feel in your fading words
when my guiding lines are becoming blurred
what i thought was true was thinking true was real
and real was the same for both of us to feel
but i feel lost and you feel regret
you don't care and i am cold and i wish we never met
i wish i could hate you and hate your memory
love him more than you love forgetting me


this too

you pause to think of the past
none of this life...no it won't last
these thoughts are only evanescent
only ever here and then passing present
you wish some days the pain could last
but what we feel is felt so fast
if it lingered some, it might be pleasant
but you can't know what will not stay
and time you learn is wont to stray
so how can we feel at home
when home is but to feel alone
tell me now the words i must pray
this too shall pass some better day
you pause...